Today, I am grateful:
* my time in Philly.
* the amazing staff in my brother's building. They're half the fun of the visit.
* orange and cream soda after a long day.
* my mom.
* my comfy hotel bed here in Bristol. I am totally ready to fall asleep.
I realize that I kind of glazed over the whole situation with my father yesterday. The truth is, I've been wanting to cut him out of my life for years, but my mom and I are so close that I can't see a way to do that. She still very much loves him, which is something that I don't agree with but have chosen to respect. So I see both of them or neither of them.
In the future, I may start spending more time with P's family, who I really enjoy and love. I suppose that's a perk of a serious relationship: a second family. We're not exactly at the "splitting holidays" phase, and I would never stay with someone just for their family, but I'm very much in love with P and can see that happening. I suppose that's a partial solution...?
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