I'm in a really weird headspace right now. I had a rough night last night after a comment from my father set me off, and I didn't really recover until this afternoon. And then I spent the day utterly excited to be less than three weeks away from everything. But now I'm in that weird, semi-depressed place where I just wish I was there and that things weren't happening without me.
I just want to be back. And being this close to it throws that into a harsh light. And it's making me confront that I'm not sure how to do this, and that's not something I'm used to facing.
But I'm almost there. Almost. And then it will all be okay.
I am grateful for:
* the text message that cheered me up this morning.
* getting a good morning walk in today.
* the premiere of Lost tonight.
* Eric Bibb's new CD coming in the mail today. My uncle plays harmonica on it, and I adore Eric, so I'm excited to listen.
* the promise of a better tomorrow.
* my mom asking some really good questions last night.
* blankets and small dresses.
* Paula Cole's CD.
* the Clinique free gift with purchase that I got today. Cute fun stuff as a bonus for getting the boring stuff like powder.
* my amazing friends.
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