Ever been super worried about something even though you know it's a stupid worry? It's happened to me. Let me rephrase: It's happening to me.
It's been a day of self doubt, big time. I'm worried that I'm fucking up this relationship by either doing too much or too little or by coming on too strong. It's the hardest part of doing the long distance thing, there's more space for doubt.
But in nine days, hopefully it will all go away, and I can just relax in his arms.
But I am still grateful for:
* Kelli being so awesome at calming me down.
* having an appointment to get my hair done tomorrow. Nothing ebbs stress like a little pampering.
* reciprocation.
* my mom surprising me with the new Lady A cd because I was feeling down.
* sex hair.
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