I'm still...not sure about anything. I don't know what I feel. Sadness, obviously. Maybe a little regret. But there are all these other feelings that I haven't figured out. And while I'm happy to be feeling, I'd rather not be feeling like this.
No more grandparents. They won't be at my wedding or give me advice about raising kids. Three out of the four didn't get to meet Phil. They knew my high school friends but not my college friends. There's just...a hole.
Today, I'm grateful for:
* distractions.
* the return of college football.
* hot fudge milkshakes.
* all of the memories.
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