Day 149: Just Be

Today was another day mostly spent in bed. This time it was partially due to not having any emotional patience with the world and partially due to staying up until 5am last night watching The Tudors on Netflix. I'm just still trying to wrap my head around the idea that it's entirely possible that I will never see my aunt again. So television is my friend. I don't have to think; I can just...be.

Today, I am grateful for:

• my super comfy bed.
• relaxing baths.
• Rufus being all adorable and not liking my being in the bath because he deemed it unsafe.
• picking out some of my own Christmas presents.
• only having a week until Nate and Amy get here.